its 1.25 am now and i'm still wide awake.
i can't sleep.

i called bf just now and he didnt answer.
oh well. he's probably asleep by now.
he must be tired after a long day of work.

hopefully, tomorrow won't be that busy at work.
so i could knock off early and meet the loverboy.
cause he'll refuse to meet me if i knock off late.
can't blame him uh.
jumpe kejap pon tak gune kan.

i'm anxiously counting down the days to pay day.
approximately 9 more days to go.
i can't wait to shop!
its the sales season now, whereby prices are reduced tremendously.
and on top of that, i'm still entitled to the staff discount, not only at warehouse, but topshop, miss selfridge, dorothy perkins & lots more!
now, can i say that i love retail? haha!

my stomach is grumbling right now.
i'm really hungry that i think i can eat a whole goat.
but i don't know if i should get something to eat.
cos currently i'm on a diet.
well, apparently, the bf thinks that i'm too plum and suggested that i should do something about it.
yela, orang tu punye badan kan da hot, so the gf pun haruslah slim2, kayak model gitu.
ishk. i don't know uh. all my friends think that i'm insane for trying to lose weight. cos they think i am neither fat nor plum at all. not even close.

i was at the kedai jamu earlier today and i almost bought the slimming jamu.
it was damn cheap, and i was really tempted to buy.
but i decided not to.
i believe i can do it in the 'natural' way. hah.
demi kekasihku yg amat ku cintai, ku sanggup di label as crazy.
haha!

k ciao.
good night.