the story behind the keychain
Monday, November 16, 2009, 1:00 AM
it was a night full of arguments over silly little things. but who'd have thought that the egoistic Yan can actually be oh-so-romantically-sweet. it was really unpredictable. i was dumbfounded for a moment after i opened up the small red box which carries a keychain with 3 hearts and a pair of slippers as well as a letter, nicely & neatly typed & printed out.

& it was almost impossible to hold back my tears after reading this:

Dear Niya,

Through all the thunderstorms and darkest clouds that had been set upon me, I was looking for a hope; a beacon of light that could shine brightly even in this unpredictable, adverse conditions. Luckily for me, that beacon of light was you, Nur Saniyah. You brought me hope when I thought there wasn't any, and you showed me love that I never thought had ever existed in this current reality of mine.

You may be puzzled by the fact that why I would present you with a gift out of a sudden, without any hint of anticipation or cause for a celebration.

Let me tell you that I believed in presenting gifts to only a selected few whom I personally found special, deserving and most importantly, I'm very much in love with.

First and foremost, let me apologise; this gift is simple and unimaginative.

Secondly, there's a story behind it;

It's not just another "normal, typical keychain". It has a special value attached to it, because it's actually a gift from one of my "kakak sedara". And she told me to give it to someone truly deserving and special (obviously you, hehe).

And by the way, wondered if you had noticed, that three equally identical hearts and a pair of glass slippers is attached to the keychain.

There's a story behind that too. One of the hearts symbolizes mine, while the other heart is yours, and that leaves us with the third heart; It represents Yan Junior's Heart!! Forgotten? Yan Junior is the name of the bear that you given me!

And how about the glass slippers? Okay, do you know the Cinderella story? It's about a girl who never believed in herself at first, was humble and possesses unrivalled hidden natural beauty which outshines her other pretty but cocky sisters. In the end, she married the guy of her dreams, the Prince Charming. And guess what? You are just like Cinderella, a girl lost in her life, but after wearing the glass slippers, she found her Prince Charming (which is ME, hehehe).

Well I guessed that's all I have to say for now. And yeah, I bet you wanna sms me now after reading this, hehe. Hopefully, you'll like the simple, unimaginative but truly special gift from me.


With Love
Sufiyan.

the assurance is very much needed. now, i don't have to feel that insecure anymore. heh.

sweet dreams.



loser=me
Saturday, November 7, 2009, 12:30 AM
it happened too fast.
4 months seems like 4 years.

i have 2 wishes.
firstly, i wished that it never happened.
secondly, i wished that i have the power to adjust time and make it remain at any time i want.

things always gets complicated/messed up, no matter what i did/do.
i guessed i was born with the word 'loser' plastered all over my face.

& mum would have aborted me if she knows that she's gonna give birth to a loser.

ah, i'm talking crap.

nites.