goodbye
Monday, December 14, 2009, 2:14 PM
Everything has officially come to an end. However, life goes on. Neither me nor Yan will be blogging here anymore. Having said that, I shall not delete this blog for it holds a lot of unforgettable memories for me.

We have come to a mutual agreement to be just friends. Really close friends, like how it all started. Like Bella & Jacob, heh. I shall not be emotional or bear grudges against him like I used to with the exes. Everything is just so different this time, I've never felt this calm going through a break up.

I believe that if we're destined to be together, we will eventually get back together. I'll leave everything to fate for now.

Goodbye.


lots of love,
Nia.

Jacob vs Edward
Wednesday, December 2, 2009, 7:25 PM




OMG OMG OMG!! i'm soooo into Taylor Lautner a.k.a Jacob Black nowadays. he's goddamn HOT HOT HOT! arrrghh!

though i watched New Moon with boyfie, that is certainly not an excuse for me NOT to drool over this hot stuff. it can't be helped, really! & Yan, sorry for telling you off for giving comments during the movie last Saturday. i was concentrating too much on Jacob that i didn't want any distractions. heheheheh.

I don't like Edward already, even though i like the character. hehehe. ok this is so random.

i need food now. bye!

this is life
, 12:14 AM
it's December already. oh my, time flies sooo freaking fast & without realising, i'm turning 21 in 5 months time! now, I truly understand why I was told that once you've reached 20, you'll feel that you're ageing very fast. & it seems like it was just yesterday when I celebrated my 18th birthday, with my sweet ITE mates, who had surprised me with a birthday cake & a birthday song just minutes before school ended. oh how i missed those times. :(

so.. 27 more days to becoming a full time teacher. Yeah baby. I'm gonna be a teacher soon! weee! I've tendered my resignation at Warehouse. BUT, my supervisor managed to talk me out of it. & as a result of my colleague & supervisor's constant "psychoing" for me to stay, I've decided to convert to a part time at Warehouse. woah, 2 jobs eh. I feel like a supergirl.

the offer that the new job had given me is soo irresistable, you know. they'll be sponsoring me for a course in April; a course which somehow,someway,is associated with Singapore & Temasek Poly. 5 days a week, & school holidays are holidays for me too! hehe, well not exactly though. the holiday i'll be getting would most probably be half of the duration of the school holidays. best per! hehe!

oh well. things have not been good between Yan & me. he's considering a break up, due to his lack of confidence in the longevity of the relationship. he strongly believes that we're going no where with this relationship from all the misunderstandings we had & also our future, individual's commitment to work & studies. hais. having said that, we're still working on it though. he's still treating me the way a girlfriend should be treated so I guessed that's good enough huh.

& i'll pray that we'll have a chance to watch this building being built together. I'll make sure it happen. heh.